Slow and Boring: The Sex Life of Snails

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 12:38:20 GMT

ah christmasmastime

i am atlast home for a week so, should that mean local meetups, call me up spanky!

i find eveything about this time of year disapointing but always hope its not going to be like that this time around, alas alas

xx

lazy summer days

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:30:22 GMT

the exams are over, finally.

I envisioned lazy days reading and watching vieos, what really has happened so far is exausting beyond imagination. too many parties, and seriously kung fu is hard core. i ached in so many places i wonder why i am going back for more.

such is life.

sitting in the boyfriends flat looking out on a canal. think im going to miss his place more than he will when we move out.

im in london all summer and , ofcourse, should you find yourself in this splendid town im more than up for a meeting :)

Went to the tate yesterday, they have undertaken a rehanging. in the majority its pretty good, although in desperate need of something grand for that turbine hall. bit disapointed by the whole surealist section. they have tried to pack in far too much. and surealist art being what it is, this makes it harder to absorbe and apriciate.

there was one exhibit i really like though. this artist essentially crated a travel journal of 'taboo' subjects in boxes. i really liked the moses and fossils one.

in other news the brain crisis continues...

hmm

Sun, 28 May 2006 22:12:45 GMT

ok so myspace didn't work out well with the exams

im on face book though (damn imperial getting on there a onth before exams) so look me up if you wish

xx

good lucks in the trying season

got myspace?

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 20:07:29 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/little_rebel_l

add me if you like or don't like or simply wish to look at the pics :)

and i have a new bf!

Who rocks!

!!

*does the happy dance*

Also, never, never, never watch the end of angel season 2. its just wrong.

Lx

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 15:17:24 GMT

happy christmas huns

I miss you all

xxx

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 13:58:10 GMT

hee

another musical post

I AM SEEING WHY? IN NOTTINGHAM

i can't possibly express how insanely excited about this i am. its going to be the best gig ever ever ever (forever ever?)

and since my brian has exploded with the musical world recently i went and did some side project type stuff which you can listen to at

www.myspace.com/smallthoughtsofyou

its all rather rough but there you go.

Once back in london i have an awesome sigur ros and four tet gigs to lookforward too. although, still, why? will be the best gig ever.

band has changed its name to "future corpses" any cat and girl fans out there will get it. otherwise, never mind.

Hopefully be giging when im back in london, be great to see some familiar faces to encourage us on.. so i shall keep you all posted on that front.

xx L

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 14:02:09 GMT

Your Brain's Pattern

Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.
You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.
And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.
It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

.. just to jump on the ship ...

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 13:55:12 GMT

My band is releasing a demo!

london gigs hear we come :p

check out our post-mathmofolk here: http://www.myspace.com/allimitations

maybe we won't be on TOTP's any time soon.. but i have to say its better than i thought!

x L

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 23:47:50 GMT

"I am the way, the truth, the life" - Jesus

i should be in bed.

I had super fun with anna yesterday, I love you hun!

xx

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 00:51:11 GMT

sleep.

why so elusive to me?

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 23:54:44 GMT

A million and one things have slowly caught up with me in the last few weeks. Somehow im continually shocked i havent run away to bali to set up under a pseudo name as a pancake supplier. Yes, im sure there is great demand for pancakes in bali.

Kit is still an agrivator, and continuously my emotions towards him are more negitive than positive, which im not too happy about. I feel on some level after the sheer amount of time we spent together we sould mean something to one another. But i fear we don't mean as much as we should. i fear we will once day mean nothing. i feel still ive wasted my time with this boy nonsense.

I am however far to willing to fall into the trap again. Given my knowlege of relationships etc and where they go.. why do i find myself still floundering after men.. who are inapropriate or just out of my reach.. or just men in somecases. im annoyingly fussy yet unfussy. its a wonder any man would tough me with a barge pole, and a barge pole is a very long wooded stick, which i do not want to be prodded with.

on the up beat sence ive started a general trend to finding myself.. again.. without a man/bf/love interest. no wait. i have too many love interests.. scratch it. Finding myself without any comitment. So me and music have been getting togeather and i recorded some violin recently. im not half bad. i was shocked.

Below, me punting (or being punted) with katy. aww.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 02:07:22 GMT

I lied. the QOTSA album isn't half as good at thier old stuff. annoying really :(

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 20:20:09 GMT

friends, so hard to make, so priceless. im so increadibly lucky to have so many.

especially when i don't deserve it!

Had a fab time on monday, it was awesome to see all the langtree peeps again. its amazing how much everyone has changed, yet still somehow the same. all the boys have started looking like.. well men.. thats freaky enough, since i still image them in the langtree uniform usualy poking fun at me in various different ways.. funny how the mental image gets stuck sometimes.

Anna (S) is looking amazing (yes, you hun) with one awesome tan to match that fantastic smile and craking aura. you frankly look like a stunner babe and nowonder the guys are tripping over thier toungs to get at you! She has given me soooo much support though all the Kit stuff, thank you thank you thank you.

I also had a unexpected run in with an anna of a different Kind. Also exhibiting the amazing change a uni makes. Really cool to do the syphilis court with her. Made standing up for 11 hours striaght insanely more interesting. Went out for coffee with her today, mooched around shops (love fat face where i incidentally ran into Kay my rowing buddy!! really long time no see) was super fun and so awesome to get out of the house and away from this whole ebbing depression of bombs in my second "home" town. thankyous for putting up with my general down ness. which is in part to the e-mail i got from kit basicly giving the vibe "wouldn't e-mail you otherwise, but your not dead right?" so pleasent. rather felt like writing back with.. yeah i got blown up and your first on the haunting list mate. ofcourse i didnt and the whole situation sucks in London. The phrase Peter lent me has a whole new life, Its sick, its just sick.

Going punting on saturday.. looking forward to the general homlyness for my girlfriends. there is sure to be alcohol and picnique food. love those guys!

bought the QOTSA album.. really good.. although very emotional. love little sister, but thats just from first listenings.

xxx all, i love you i love you!

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 10:50:18 GMT

things are hard.. but getting better.

I think things with Kit will hopefully smooth out in the future and we will be friends. Im still sad and a little hurt our relationship is over. More than anything now i just miss being in a relationship and not specificaly one with Kit.

I may well have a room for next year! It looks likely i will be living in fulham broadway in a rather fab house there!! fantastic! again, all invited to come see me at some point :) and for you footie fans, im within stumbeling distance of chealsea football grounds.. yay ?!

so home once more which is nice, but ofcourse im wishing it were underbetter circumstances.

miss you all

Louisa

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 13:41:18 GMT

i need a hug

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 13:40:22 GMT

Kit has broken up with me. i know deep down its for good. i feel like a bit of a fool for wasting so much time with him, for thinking we had a future.

single again go me.

:(

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 13:05:44 GMT

going to Italy after the exams are done (im so going to fail... band people as seriously bad for me) very worried about these exams not only do i not understand electrostatics.. unlike the other things i don't understand.. I Cant Do it. not even with my notes. ahhhhhh. this is really sucky.

so revision today consited of reading about the bits of electrostatics i can't do.. and doing a paper which was mostly impossible. :( must finish that.

so yes italy. It will be amazing.. plus when i get back i can show off my catapult at the open day. it may be not be big but it can throw a ball bearing further than the rubbishy coil gun haha. although i kinda wish we had got the rail gun experiment.. simply for the sheer fun of it all. I intend to send some postcards from italy soo if i have a mailing address for you you will be getting one yay. if i don't have your mailing adress you may want to give me one (or the correct one)

Kit in america :( staying in new york then doing a internship in seattle. i really want to be with him but sucky sucky exams! i want it to be over!

x

Fri, 20 May 2005 20:44:35 GMT

a+ in my report with full marks!

:)

Tue, 03 May 2005 11:08:49 GMT

im in a band a band with myb ELECTRIC violin !!!

IM IN A ROCK BAND

i feel so groupie :)

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:22:40 GMT

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

haha

charming?! my bottom.

revision sucks.. thought i should just point that out

xx

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 16:13:18 GMT

seeing anna tomorrow yay!

on a diet because i wiegh to much.. not particurly poggy yet.. i miss my rowing days!

me and Kit still doing well; and mumps are gone !yay!

xx

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 12:36:50 GMT

hmm. very typical for louisas.. after a term of hardness i get my holiday, and i get sick. Today i woke up with the freakiest lump on my neck. i mean really freaky, i look like some sort of human hamster cross. Worst part of the dilema is this may be mumps. woo. and docter says even though ive had the vacine there is still a high possibility i acctually have mumps. friking forign students and thier crazy desises.

meh anyway, i come home tonight, but i doubt many people would want to meet up with me now i have a crazy human hamster making virus. all the more time to revise with i guess.

xx

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 15:44:47 GMT

ok, so uh distressing almost disaster mentioned in last post over come. Louisa is still with Kit (thank you!!) and we are both over the disaster of two weeks ago, which hence forth will not be mentioned.

He came down on the weekend and we had a great time, except for maybe the american buisiness man who made a move on me infront of Kit. he was gross, i made it verbal, Kit was not a happy bunny, but the good food made up for it in the end.

mission at church tonight, and im bringing along a buddy, so that should be funfun.

anyhoo, thought i should make my most recent entry a more happy one, Love you all!

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 15:41:18 GMT

it happened, i think me and Kit are breaking up.
And its not something i can take back.
Im a stupid hitler bitch.
But he said he wasn't sure about me.

I love him

I just can't cry anymore.. although im sure i will

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 19:06:44 GMT

hello

Firstly, i see why math sucks, my head really really hurts. dE dx dz dr...dd aghhh plus, im going to be dreaming about those anoying bode plots tonight. why Why did you, Mr Bode have to invent such a obscure method to draw what a circuit dose huh ? dB's? I thought they were used to measure sound with. oh well, must press on.

It has been a while since i checked back here, so i hope you all top form and happy :) Im comming home this weekend *woo* ive missed my silly little dog, and ofcourse my parents too. it will be nice to get out of the City. I get so angry here. I really can't be good for me.

Christian stuff is going well, learning loads about Jesus, even getting to grips with Genesis and i feel allot more happy than i did previously, in life in general. Ive asked allot of the tough questions now, and i guess i really need to start making sacrifices. its going to be hard but i hope and pray i can make it.

My Kit is in France *sniffles* lucky boy got into Durham though and we had fun last week in the opera. Im going to miss him, but i think im going to have to use this time apart to do some catch up on the work i missed last week.

looking forward to hearing as to what you guys have been doing,

Louisa xx